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Sunday, February 17, 2008

new age, new start.

moved.
http://ohfidelity.livejournal.com/

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& thanks.
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<3

also,
im 13 now.

Friday, February 15, 2008

sick.
i didnt go to school & ny today.
):
im so lucky because they had food rationing & the emergency drill thingy.

talking to Yurong on the phone totally made my day, tho.
i rly miss her & gossiping about other people w/ her because she's the best person to do that.
havent been hearing anyone's voice(from ny) other than Rachel because she was forcing me to go to ny.

today is friday, my favourite day.
my birthday is on this coming sunday.
and i still feel like shit.
i dont think anyone remembers anymore, katherine's not even in singapore.

nothing'll make the year better anymore.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

hello,

i think i need to go back to nanyang soon.
this friday.
yes, this friday.

because, i'm having crazy moodswings and certain people are pissing me off so bad.
i dont know whats wrong, maybe its me.
but it can't be me, since so many people think the same way.

hi mighty four(minus katherine>;() plxx go back on friday i dont care if anyone else goes. no actually i do care. hi angJaslyn please go back on friday i want to see you and talk to you talk talk talk!

hi nicole & sofia please cheer up, i know this is a difficult time(whoa sounds so serious) for you, and me, but this has got to stop. i want hcjc, [: lets not get carried away w/ the moodswings & stuff, k? both of you arent bitches, and nicole, i want your ego back.

today was really scary because sofia was so quiet and all.
and i kept rolling my eyes at certain people that i used to actually like.
now they just annoy me a whole lot.
and there was the stinking cheena test that definitely didnt make things better.
the worst thing is tomorrow's pbl.
and you all know who the person in my group is, dontcha?
>;(
i still have cca tomorrow aka dance and i have no mood to do anything at all.
secondary school life is horrible, i am going to die soon.
i just know it.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

school is killing me and ruining my life.
sorry pearl, can't make it on the 19th. got some shit drama course.
byebye birthday.
byebye life.
byebye happiness.
hello shit life.

anyway, thanks for all the consolation & comments and whatever. [:
i actually cried reading some of em.
sheesh, you dont hear me saying that everyday do you.
i rly appreciate the longlong comments(& short ones) and the fact that you guys actually care,
ily. [:
sorry about the emo moments.
i just
cant adapt to everything new,
because its like hell compared to nanyang.
but thats not a nice thing to say is it, hm.
i wish i got into nanyang, so does nicole(cheer up twinny, ily.).
i really miss nanyang(primary) even if it means having the fattybomboms and the chinghin and all that punching from bensoh.
hi nanyang i miss you i want to go back to p6, will you take me back?
no.
ahwellahwell.

but then again i miss everyone so much.
like stupid katherine who'se probably having so much fun in america now. >;(
I MISS KATHERINE I MISS PEARL, I MISS RACHEL & EVERYONE ELSEEE.
I miss the mighty four the mostymost & the extended too sigh.
i miss the times i would go anywhere and say "hi" to people because i was p6 and knew so manymany people.
I miss the times i went up to random p1s and said "hi", and they said "hi" back. i know they thought i was weird. i just know it!

-x-

i should stop reminiscing because it makes me sad and i cant turn back time.
(thanks God for God.)
but then theres nothing to talk about crescent because it makes me sad.
school makes me sad.
i miss after-psle mode.
i miss fun.
i miss my life.
i miss me, most of all.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and nicole you silly girl you are not a bitch.

because 2008's a shitty year. for me, and many others.

Sunday, February 10, 2008

They told me to let go of the past, and embrace the future.
But I can't.
Everything.
is new.
Its so new, I don't know who to trust.
I can't go back to my oldies and cry + whine,
I was the one that told them to move on.
& now I live in tears. They don't even know.
I feel,
so dumb.

Thursday, February 7, 2008

Happy CNY! [[:
I figured that since I'm so nice and I have the time, I'd blog before the angpao collectinggg. ^^
My birthday is in exactly 10 days from now, and Katherine is at the other end of the world, forgetting about my brithday present. >;(

A certain nice person gave me my present already, though. [:

I didn't go back to Nanyanggggg. )):
!(#)%&#^$*@&#
ERG.
>;(>;(>;(<;(
I think that I have moodswings seriously.

I know a certain someone, that can't keep secrets for more than a day.
):

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

hi angJaslyn, pleasepleaseplease cheer up.
Your blogpost was crazy touching and I'm so happy that I know you, cuzzie.
I'll never forget abusing my powers as the group leader and throwing books at you in P1.
You're a great girl, ily! [[:

I stoned at the bus stop today.
Obviously after i got off the bus, i never would have stoned in front of nicole+valerie+aminah+hafizah, it'll remind them too much of xy(HAHAHHA). ):
So I was like some dumb fool, sitting at the bus stop staring and thinking, when I was supposed to be walking home. ERG IM SO ODD.

I've been thinking so much these few days. A little too much.
Today is the worst day of my life, I swear.
I got scolded by msGoh, got caught by councillors after being late for assembly, am going to fail my math test, and almost got knocked down by a motorbike.
IT IS NOT FUNNY I SWEAR.
I cried like some ~~sad fuck~~ crybaby when I reached home,
& as if that wasnt enough, some imposter Hafizah said that she hated me(Hafizah you really need a new password).
Can't blame her tho.
I SHOULD STOP THINKING SO MUCH ERG IT IS SO DAMAGING.

I need to buy presents for people.
I am broke and mummy is taking away 40 bucks from my angpaomoolah because i failed my stinky science test by FOUR pathetic marks.
Apparently, 1 mark = 10 bucks. I have decided not to tell her anything else, because I know I'm gna fail Math & prolly Tingxie + Geog, in the end I get -320894723650287578.

>;(

I am going to get into 3c1/3cSOMETHING!
Sorry that I'm dreaming again. )):

And you know what I'm so guaizx and I decided that I will nottttt lose to Hafizah+Nicole(Who, btw, went off to the library without me. HMPH.) & I'll pass my next Math test!
HEHEHEHEHEHZX!

I also have a very annoying picture of Aminah.
I am going to use it to annoy her and scare her.
She is going to be so annoyed.
I am not making sense.
I am procrastinating.
I am going to get scolded again tomorrow for "not doing my duty well" because there wasn't a difference in the teachers table before & after, but that doesnt mean that it wasn't clean, does it?!
Erg. Forget it.

Monday, February 4, 2008

hi, school is making me lifeless. )))):
trip back to nanyang today was greatgreatgreat.

saw the westsprings girl(madeline)
their skirt is purple HAHA.
& jeremy already knew her school, then he went up to her and he's like

"what school are you from?"
"west spring"
"oh west spring ah, i from north autumn/summer!"

that stinky guy's in hci btw.
i was laughing like CRAZY i tell you i know such weird and mean people.

& when he saw madeline again at the basketball court and madeline was at the carpark entrance, he was like "north autumn/summer rocks! it rocks man!"

seriously it was the funniest and meanest thing.

i also saw liling and started laughing.
i also saw hq and started laughing.
i also saw many people and started laughing.
i am such a meanie but whateverrr.

i'm also not going back to school on the 6th because apparently, nanyang finishes school at 10 and i'll NEVER be able to make it in time.
!*(#^$*!@%#!$@$#()#^!_$

I ALSO HAVE ALOT OF HOMEWORK THAT I HAVENT DONE.

oh,
i failed my science test.
im dead.
mummyyyzx gna take away 50 bucks from me.
)))))):
but there were 22 failures so.. hello, excuse! ^^

&&& when i told mr ting that my teacher is nineteen,
he sympathised with me. [[:
i miss primary school when i had a better science teacher. ):

I ALSO HAVE A SISTER ANNOYING AS HELL.
she stole my post it pads.
like as if that wasnt enough,
she copied everything off my "do not disturb" sign on a post it pad.
SHE IS CRAZY & ANNOYING.
she is trying to be like me. )):
i want to kill her,
but then ill go to hell.
)):

I GOT HOMEWORK BYEBYE!

Sunday, February 3, 2008

my birthday is in 2 weeks and i am not in the least excited nor do i think i want to celebrate it.
i think this year is a horrible year.
i am feeling moody i think im suffering from depression or..
;ll

kwhatever.
i havent finished any of my homework.
yet.

Saturday, February 2, 2008

[update]

"its lovely at miller's beck, you'll love it robin! -insert ghey bimbotic laugh here-"

I WANT TO REDO LITERATURE DRAMA PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE I WANT TO DO MY PART SO BADDDDD I CANT BELIEVE I MISSED IT. ):

[/update]

ninetyfifthpost.

happy belated birthday hilary.
[:
thank you young eugenia for mentos hehe.

yesterday was good i like cellgroup muchozx.
am pretty stressed out now i hope i dont fail science & geog & cheena tuition later.
i think im gna die soon.

tagreplies:

Jolyn omgggg where did she find that tell me tell me i am going to find it! >;(

Eugenia hahaha yeeeea, your singing is greattttt. thanks. [:

angJaslyn yeeeah. ))): I miss copying tingxie too. i think yls knew, but then she never said anything. shes the besttt. && she knew that my group always took out our handphones but then she never said anything eitherrrr. i miss nanyang. ):

Mina it IS bad! :(

Maya yeeeepz! it was tons of fun. especially campfire. ): it'll get better, though! [: so cheerio up!

i miss nanyang & my old group. ):

the home like a torture camp.