school is killing me and ruining my life.
sorry pearl, can't make it on the 19th. got some shit drama course.
byebye birthday.
byebye life.
byebye happiness.
hello shit life.

anyway, thanks for all the consolation & comments and whatever. [:
i actually cried reading some of em.
sheesh, you dont hear me saying that everyday do you.
i rly appreciate the longlong comments(& short ones) and the fact that you guys actually care,
ily. [:
sorry about the emo moments.
i just
cant adapt to everything new,
because its like hell compared to nanyang.
but thats not a nice thing to say is it, hm.
i wish i got into nanyang, so does nicole(cheer up twinny, ily.).
i really miss nanyang(primary) even if it means having the fattybomboms and the chinghin and all that punching from bensoh.
hi nanyang i miss you i want to go back to p6, will you take me back?
no.
ahwellahwell.

but then again i miss everyone so much.
like stupid katherine who'se probably having so much fun in america now. >;(
I MISS KATHERINE I MISS PEARL, I MISS RACHEL & EVERYONE ELSEEE.
I miss the mighty four the mostymost & the extended too sigh.
i miss the times i would go anywhere and say "hi" to people because i was p6 and knew so manymany people.
I miss the times i went up to random p1s and said "hi", and they said "hi" back. i know they thought i was weird. i just know it!

-x-

i should stop reminiscing because it makes me sad and i cant turn back time.
(thanks God for God.)
but then theres nothing to talk about crescent because it makes me sad.
school makes me sad.
i miss after-psle mode.
i miss fun.
i miss my life.
i miss me, most of all.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and nicole you silly girl you are not a bitch.

because 2008's a shitty year. for me, and many others.