hello, when the going gets tough the tough gets going.
loves.

hi, i dont really feel like going into nyg anymore.
idk why but i feel like starting anew.
like w/o all that fakeness, and w/o knowing almost everyone in the level on the first day.
because so many people are going to nyg its like going to secondary is not something new anymore.
and so many people includes so many plastics and then life in nyg wont be good anymore.
):
i might just go to nanhua and start tying my pleats hahahahaha.
but i dont think they do it anymore.
or maybe crescent..
but the 6h girls are going and no, i dont want to see them there.
i dont like this whole choosing schools thing.
oh great, after the confidence problem, this comes.
go away you ugly devil, i roar.
mmhmm.
im going to look through the whole booklet thing again. ^^

-x-

its 4am now and im not supposed to sleep because i'm trying to change my sleeping time back to the 11pm-8pm type, and im really bored.

so here i am crapping about stupid things like how i dont want to go to nyg but then really want to. I don't need to make sense to you. I just need to.. understand myself! >:( So stop whining about how much my posts don't make sense at all. After all if they made sense, I would have a place in nyg now rightttt.

theres a melody.. ladiladilala castle in the sky.
hi you know the stupid lyrics from the children's church musical?
they're stuck in my head. ):
butbutbut they really sound nice.
and its some dreamland thing, about confidence.
again.
its funny how much a coincidence this is y'knowwww, like me thinking i cant get into nyg and everything and needing a confidence boost. then suddenly p.tan talked about confidence & believing and this stupid musical pops out of nowhere.
God is a miracle and works in miraculous ways.
mmhmmmm.
okay whatever back to the musical it was pretty. [:
but i couldnt sit back and relax because of this shitass 3-5 year old boy that kept kicking my chair and playing w/ his whatever game.
i shot looks @ him & his mum but they didnt seem to have any sense of shame.
and then that guy kicked my head.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
way to go, young boy! >:(


Things to do before Christmas! :D

- Spring cleaning. MMMHMMMMM. Bye bye, old and ugly books!
- Christmas gifts to.. whoever I'm meeting. :D
- New wardrobeeeee, and the Genting trip'll help me lots. Mmhmm. Helloooo new Levi's jeans!