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Sunday, February 17, 2008

new age, new start.

moved.
http://ohfidelity.livejournal.com/

[:
relink please,
& thanks.
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<3

also,
im 13 now.

Friday, February 15, 2008

sick.
i didnt go to school & ny today.
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im so lucky because they had food rationing & the emergency drill thingy.

talking to Yurong on the phone totally made my day, tho.
i rly miss her & gossiping about other people w/ her because she's the best person to do that.
havent been hearing anyone's voice(from ny) other than Rachel because she was forcing me to go to ny.

today is friday, my favourite day.
my birthday is on this coming sunday.
and i still feel like shit.
i dont think anyone remembers anymore, katherine's not even in singapore.

nothing'll make the year better anymore.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

hello,

i think i need to go back to nanyang soon.
this friday.
yes, this friday.

because, i'm having crazy moodswings and certain people are pissing me off so bad.
i dont know whats wrong, maybe its me.
but it can't be me, since so many people think the same way.

hi mighty four(minus katherine>;() plxx go back on friday i dont care if anyone else goes. no actually i do care. hi angJaslyn please go back on friday i want to see you and talk to you talk talk talk!

hi nicole & sofia please cheer up, i know this is a difficult time(whoa sounds so serious) for you, and me, but this has got to stop. i want hcjc, [: lets not get carried away w/ the moodswings & stuff, k? both of you arent bitches, and nicole, i want your ego back.

today was really scary because sofia was so quiet and all.
and i kept rolling my eyes at certain people that i used to actually like.
now they just annoy me a whole lot.
and there was the stinking cheena test that definitely didnt make things better.
the worst thing is tomorrow's pbl.
and you all know who the person in my group is, dontcha?
>;(
i still have cca tomorrow aka dance and i have no mood to do anything at all.
secondary school life is horrible, i am going to die soon.
i just know it.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

school is killing me and ruining my life.
sorry pearl, can't make it on the 19th. got some shit drama course.
byebye birthday.
byebye life.
byebye happiness.
hello shit life.

anyway, thanks for all the consolation & comments and whatever. [:
i actually cried reading some of em.
sheesh, you dont hear me saying that everyday do you.
i rly appreciate the longlong comments(& short ones) and the fact that you guys actually care,
ily. [:
sorry about the emo moments.
i just
cant adapt to everything new,
because its like hell compared to nanyang.
but thats not a nice thing to say is it, hm.
i wish i got into nanyang, so does nicole(cheer up twinny, ily.).
i really miss nanyang(primary) even if it means having the fattybomboms and the chinghin and all that punching from bensoh.
hi nanyang i miss you i want to go back to p6, will you take me back?
no.
ahwellahwell.

but then again i miss everyone so much.
like stupid katherine who'se probably having so much fun in america now. >;(
I MISS KATHERINE I MISS PEARL, I MISS RACHEL & EVERYONE ELSEEE.
I miss the mighty four the mostymost & the extended too sigh.
i miss the times i would go anywhere and say "hi" to people because i was p6 and knew so manymany people.
I miss the times i went up to random p1s and said "hi", and they said "hi" back. i know they thought i was weird. i just know it!

-x-

i should stop reminiscing because it makes me sad and i cant turn back time.
(thanks God for God.)
but then theres nothing to talk about crescent because it makes me sad.
school makes me sad.
i miss after-psle mode.
i miss fun.
i miss my life.
i miss me, most of all.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and nicole you silly girl you are not a bitch.

because 2008's a shitty year. for me, and many others.

Sunday, February 10, 2008

They told me to let go of the past, and embrace the future.
But I can't.
Everything.
is new.
Its so new, I don't know who to trust.
I can't go back to my oldies and cry + whine,
I was the one that told them to move on.
& now I live in tears. They don't even know.
I feel,
so dumb.

Thursday, February 7, 2008

Happy CNY! [[:
I figured that since I'm so nice and I have the time, I'd blog before the angpao collectinggg. ^^
My birthday is in exactly 10 days from now, and Katherine is at the other end of the world, forgetting about my brithday present. >;(

A certain nice person gave me my present already, though. [:

I didn't go back to Nanyanggggg. )):
!(#)%&#^$*@&#
ERG.
>;(>;(>;(<;(
I think that I have moodswings seriously.

I know a certain someone, that can't keep secrets for more than a day.
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